Unwinding.....

Its a long week and I have a major decision to make that will change the course of my life. No, I'm not getting married. That's still beyond me. Besides, I need to settle myself first and be sure that the next guy I marry would be able to take good care of me.
I just finished watching a romantic comedy - Lyrics & Melody. Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore. It was a nice sweet movie. I'm actually a sucker for romance comedy, yeah and I do cry at the end. Its funny, because outside I'm such a dominant, fiesty and demanding lady. When I'm in my home, I talk less, I like sentiments and prefer to listen rather. Pretty opposite perhaps. Well there is always 2 sides of the scale. I'm a great fan of Hugh Grant. I love his accent and his witty conversation which is charming. Drew has the most innocent look when she plays romantic comedies - remember wedding singer, 50 first dates...
Perhaps I grew up believing in happy ever after. Well I do believe in happy endings, my life has always been so much filled with drama that it sometimes make me lose touch with reality. But to get a man that is able to cope with my unpredictable mood and hyperactiveness is like looking for a needle in a haystack, but i know he's there.
Its late and I have to keep my energy up for tomorrow. Goodnite....